BLARG!
Well thats the oddest thing in the world.. not only was a stood up saturday.. suppose to go to the movies with Tammy.. she didn't answer the phone.. but I got dumped from a relationship I was never really;y in.. which is somewhat depressing.. but oh well.. life moves on.. and we're still friends.. schools go ing well! and I got to see Hil yesterday! hoping shes gunna come over Monday too! that would be cool.. I'm planing on surrounding m,myself and keeping myself busy so I dun get too upset.. blarg.. I wish I could for once find someone WORTH dating.. I mean blarg.. and someone who ANSWERS THERE PHONE.. life goes on I guess.. I just gotta remember to not fall fast.. which is hard for me.. fuck I hate emotions sometimes.. my nephews over but hes busy with his girl.. which is also depressing.. he has more sex then I do! and hes 14! blarg I need to find a way to kill something without getting in trouble.. my mind just aint working today.. I gotta find a way to get balanced again.. hopefully school will help.. I gotta stop thinking about getting in a relationship.. but people just keep reminding me.. and being happy in theres.. and making me feel more lonely.. I wish there was an answer to my problems.. but for now I'm gunna go with "live life to its fullest anyway" but really.. just gunna sit around the house today and sulk.. so much easier...