The Living Dead and The Dying Living

[sinister_pixie0]

Things have been going alright I guess. I've been sitting around at work and school drawing creepy little girls all over the place. Some of them look really cute and I'm thinking of doing a series in watercolors. I painted one the other day and she came out alright...I'm proud of her, but there's a few things I think I should have done differently

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[deathdealer007]

look... sometimes people need space rus.. yes i know its u.. i was begining to think u did let this go.. obviously not.. cant u stop this? and i mean EVERYTHING.. this is making her misserable.. wich i do know is what u are trying to do.. i am on her side with this whole thing.. no shes no angel.. but its her decision to do these things.. yes u told her parents out ot "love" or whatever but now u need to let go.. me and sarahs friendship or whatever u want to call it, is none of your or anyone elts's concern.. im tired of hearing the hate she dispells for you... didnt i tell u:
1. never call her
2. never I.M her
3. dont comment on her LJ
4. dont send her messages through friends
waht sarah dose with her life and friends is HER bussnes and on her conscience... i think u need to leave her alone once and for all... just do her, me, and her family a HUGE favor and dissapear...
.... speakin on how "funny" things work out... i agree with u on 1 theing.. i MAY have been the best influence on her yet... but you were and are BY FAr the worst... ive heard about how u mentaly abused her.. calling her "fucked up" and alotta other crap that i dont appriciat.. ya sarah may have issues but you never helped them one bit.. its guys like u that give guys like me a really bad name....

sarah is one of the best friends ive had in my life.. ya she sqrewed me early on, but I LET IT GO... if she needs space, so be it, let her have it, i RESPECT and CARE for her enough to do her wish...

leave her alone.... this is a warning... i can be ur friend.. an neutral person.. or your worst enemy... u pick what u want... you dont posses the little posaline statue labled "Sarah Beth Sleboda" any longer... she slipped from your grasp... let it go... she hates you... and im begining to see that even though she made bad decisions in life dating u was the worst...

last time and chance....... dont EVER bother her again.... im tired of your name ruining her moods... fuck off dude seriously...

dont listen to him sarah.... your better than this..... waist of flesh and air...

[deathdealer007]

I never called her "fucked in the head." I only said "that's fucked up" when she said "Maybe I like being depressed, it fuels my art." And as far as joking about her being lose, it was a joke. The worst thing I ever said to her was "Have fun fucking other guys" after she said she wanted a break because I was angry that she wanted a second break. Yes, that was fucked up to say, but it was close to the truth :)....... She just bitched about you being emo, but yet you are taking it.... What ever, you are a good guy. Stop taking her shit. I don't care what you think about me. I know what I did with the drugs was wrong, but it's not like u force fed them to her.

To Sarah: Maybe you should take the opportunity to call her sometime. Sarah May is a great person and you seem to be pushing the people worth a damn out of your life.

Bye everyone

[sinister_pixie0]

i am not pushing her out of my life. since when has she made an attempt recently to even come back into mine? We've all been busy doing our own thing and that doesnt mean im pushing her away. You on the other hand have absolutely no business in my life anymore. You are a fucking asshole...one that I just truly dont need around. I'm sorry I ever wasted my time with you. And don't twist stories around. You said some pretty viscious things to me. I refuse to deal with your bullshit any longer. Goodbye.

[xblues_in_dragx]

Hey hun,
Maybe you should make your journal entries "friends only" so that way "anonymous" people stop leaving douche bag comments. You can also go into "My Settings" and I think it's under "manage accounts" you can disable anonymous comments.

Well, Just thought I would tell you that. If this person is bothering you then you should do whatever you can to make sure that they cannot contact you. Obviously they are very hurt and bothered if they still feel the need to continually contact you (through live journal none the less!).
You shouldnt have to read another person's criticism of your personal choices everytime you open your journal. That's what made me decide to make my journal mostly friends only. I just couldnt stand reading insulting anonymous comments anymore. You shouldnt have to explain yourself to this person. Just block them and move on. I know I would feel like shit if i kept having to deal with drama like this.
Making "friends" entries is pretty simple, but if you have a question for some reason just IM me.
Take care. <3

[deathdealer007]

she's made of hair and bone and little teeth
and things I cannot speak
she comes on like a crippled plaything
spine is just a string
I wrapped our love in all this foil
silver-tight like spider legs
I never wanted it to ever spoil
but flies will always lay their eggs
Take your hatred out on me
make your victim my head
you never ever believed in me
I am your tourniquet
prosthetic synthesis with butterfly
sealed up with virgin stitch
if it hurts, just tell me
preserve the innocence
I never wanted it to end this way
but flies will lay their eggs

[sinister_pixie0]

and i loved you in bright orange
and in violet and in green
and i loved you in such colors
as your eyes have never ever seen
and i loved the way you acted
but your one trick pony's dead
and i loved you unprotected
but you only love in
red

i know its dark for good
i never listen when i should
you only see in black and white
so go on back to your own kind
and i'll go back to mine

[slayxaero]

[deathdealer007]

http://www.mcpeepants.com/frames/318kidneycar/frame31.jpg
i couldt paste....

[deathdealer007]

JOKE?! ya ok... jokes make people laugh, not hurt people, learn the diffence jack ass... im not taking her shit.. she is a friend, a good one at that, something u wouldnt understand... emo and pissed are 2 diff things... i dont even know what emo really is! i just use the expression to be a little funny...

i really hope that "bye everybody" is for good... you dont deserve a girl like her and you cant do better.... and i bet that gets you mad... good...

take it like a man and walk away... your proving that she is and always has been that better person..

sarah.. i agree with this "dragon" make it friends only from here on in..
dont even waist your time listing to him piss/whine/moan/bitch about what he doesnt understand, and will never get back.. you are a better person than that...