Sep 04, 2005 00:27
:) I love people who can sit there and call all your faults, forgetting the overwhelming number of their own.
Forgetting that, no matter what they THINK they have on you...you have much more on them in the end.
Besides, how does one have any sort of dirt on another if they "don't even know you anymore"?
This calls for a re-evaluation...did they ever "know" that person in the first place, or were they too pussy to realize the person they try to control can not be controlled?
;-)
Well enough about that.
Let's get down to the good part.
Things have been going pretty good lately. I actually went out on a date tonight which ended up being quite decent, aside from some silly interruption.
I'm glad because this guy is fun, and really sweet and we're actually both at the same point where a relationship just wouldn't be the right thing now for either of us. FINALLY SOMEONE FUCKING GETS IT!!! I AM THRILLED TO SEE THAT!
SO I'm going to relax, kick back, and just have fun with it.
Needless to say, it was good to finally also talk to a person who is anticipating the zombie apocalypse as well. lol
Despite some small descrepancies, I can truly say I feel really good about my life right now. Better than I have in a long time.
:-) For once, any use of foreign substances would just be absolutely goofy and uncalled for. If people would actually use their heads, they would realize that this sort of thing is not needed to have fun in life. I do have to admit, though, like most people have told me...if I actually did drugs at least I'd have an excuse for being the little retard I am. :-p
I have, however, been somewhat disappointed at the beginning of the school year. My friends seem to be quite busy...some aren't even back this semester, and it's just sort of depressing. I'm also trying desprately to figure out whether or not Art Therapy is truly what I want. This time of being single and relatively not too busy will give me time to really consider what I want these next 3 years to amount to...
On the other hand, I have weekly Friday night outings to look forward to!!! Yay! I may have missed out on the raves in the 90s, but I WILL be a club kid yet...even if I do dance "like an asshole"...according to Kristen...and I am dancing in a room full of drag queens...but hey! less asshole guys for me to worry about!
Well, I guess that's about it for now...so I bid you kids farewell and good night. :-)