Jul 31, 2005 17:11
It's been quite a while since I posted anything on here. I guess all I can say is that I've been pretty confused lately. It seems like the more I try to figure shit out, the more baffled I become and the more it seems like I am just in a lose lose situation.
I have quite a few things that need to get done, and quite a lack of energy with which to do them. I'm sort of glad, though, because this upcoming week should be filled with enough time for me to do things...if I actually get off my lazy ass and do something other than sleep constantly.
I'm pretty sure I've been falling into a depression again. Things just don't seem right...something is missing from my life and I am not too happy with myself. I barely have the urge to go out and actually do stuff...and when I do go out, somehow I just want to go back home. It's wierd.
I just hope I can find a way to fix this thing before it really takes its toll.
:-(