wrote this many months ago. see if you can guess what its about....^_^
days are a little brighter.....but clouds still form in the background
dark thunderheads waiting for the time when the sun doesnt shine as bright
i feel the wieght bearing down on me as they linger in place
my breath catches in my throat
my heart stops beating...
i wait for the other shoe to drop....paranoia releases the clouds to form again...blotting out all that shone in my mind.....
waves of inquiry crash upon the breakers of denial...
and from the top of the cliffs, truth stares down at me, to far to reach and always just out of sight....
mis direction comes in the currents and twists in the eddies, and i am swept back out to the sea of words....
words of reassurance and kindness, but far from the cliffs.....far from truth...
as the winds die, leaving doldrums in the conversations to the sea, i stand...looking out to the horizon, not knowing what lies ahead....sweet truth, or crushing disappointment. will my journey carry forth with a gentle warm breeze in my sails and the warm bright sun shining down? or will my journey die in the lack of wind and words? left to rot standing alone?.......
life should be an open book...
giving you ample opportunity to read of its pages and learn....learn to live, learn to love, to work hard and work together......
idk...ramblings of a touched mind......
dark thunderheads waiting for the time when the sun doesnt shine as bright
i feel the wieght bearing down on me as they linger in place
my breath catches in my throat
my heart stops beating...
i wait for the other shoe to drop....paranoia releases the clouds to form again...blotting out all that shone in my mind.....
waves of inquiry crash upon the breakers of denial...
and from the top of the cliffs, truth stares down at me, to far to reach and always just out of sight....
mis direction comes in the currents and twists in the eddies, and i am swept back out to the sea of words....
words of reassurance and kindness, but far from the cliffs.....far from truth...
as the winds die, leaving doldrums in the conversations to the sea, i stand...looking out to the horizon, not knowing what lies ahead....sweet truth, or crushing disappointment. will my journey carry forth with a gentle warm breeze in my sails and the warm bright sun shining down? or will my journey die in the lack of wind and words? left to rot standing alone?.......
life should be an open book...
giving you ample opportunity to read of its pages and learn....learn to live, learn to love, to work hard and work together......
idk...ramblings of a touched mind......