Jun 28, 2005 12:49
all going by so fast. almost been a year. far from over it. cant even fucking think straight. love you. loathe you. miss you. complete without you. i dont know. mixed messages. this pepsi tastes like alcohol. still taste the lotion. still smell the cigerattes. still choking on the weed. curropted innocence. addiction. crying rivers. drowning in lakes. craving your jealousy. ahhhhhhhh. hear the screaming. whipped in the worst way. not even high maintenance. carved names in mountains. miss you one day and forget your name the next. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I L-O-V-E YOU!!