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I have to keep reminding myself that this is only a phase. The studying, the uncertainty will come to an end and I will know one way or the other if it's meant to be. I just don't want this phase to feel like a waste, although it does in a way. It feels like I'm going through some sort of purgatory, but I suppose even at this point there are things to learn and accomplish. I see some slow movement forward at times, but still feel somewhat stuck. I'm looking to find meaning to all this, but at the moment it doesn't all make complete sense. I think more clarity will come in time, but for now all I can do is try to keep things moving bit by bit and try to stay positive by fighting the negative.