Oct 10, 2004 13:10
there's always something new. you can set your watch by it.
a balance between beautiful and fucking terrible can be the one thing that keeps me from sleeping through the weekend.
a turn of unpleasant events, with the creamy whipped topping of things i can't avoid or control, and yummy center of a temperate and colorful autumn day, are the makings of an equalibrium that is my mindset.
in my history of living, i only recall bits and pieces of noticing a change in seasons. applying the thought of leaves to fall, snow to winter, flowers to spring, and beach to summer.
i think with every gray hair that pops out of the side of my head, i pay attention to these changing seasons a little bit more. i hope this progresses. yesterday, i happened to see the universe of autumn in it's absolute finest hour. these are such things i honestly wish i could document on film. i can't begin to explain the pleasure of breathing for that one day... i wish i could, but words aren't doing me too well lately.
i'm just happy not to be that person who wakes up in puddles of their own vomit every day. for those of you who have applied themselves to that path, im sorry. but if it makes your happy, then hey, keep pukin'.
so now, i work every day. it's tiring but things could be worse. i see more of my college friends than i used to. i see more of my band mates than i used to, which is always great.
for those of you who are interested:
Demo's for my band The Hero will be availible in the next week. Also expect a new website in that same time span. Fun things are on the horizon. It's gonna be good times...real good times.
--adam