SERIOUSLY?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
First things first, Happy Birthday Mom. 40 years old...... (plus 5)
Also I am sorry that I haven't been on LJ in a while.... My life has been going well... hopefully I'll get back into updating so you all can super lurk me! =]
Uhm... the transcode show went well.... could have gone better with some things but for the most part I had a fantastic time! =] Sold a lot of compilation CD's and some Missingno and Jay Tholen. Possibly new show coming up in about a month!!! Exciting!!!
Now....down to business
So you got your phone taken away. Big deal. You can't pick up a house phone and call me yourself? Seriously? What is so damn hard about talking to your Grandmother about me and then saying, "you know what...I've been so damn shitty to her that maybe I should call her myself."
I mean I've known you for about 8 or 9 years now, and I know that you're not the type to come out and say what you're feeling but after all you've put me through...you expect me to just jump through your hoops and immediately be that pet you have that when you ask they come running. You know? It's been about 5 months since you screwed me over.... ACTUALLY it's been like 8 months since you have completely fucked me over. So WHY IN THE HELL would I come running when suddenly you need me now. After all this time, I have tried to help you.... I called your mom because I was WORRIED about you. I was worried about this person that fucked me over so hard, almost RUINED my life .... my relationship completely and almost ruined my friendship with my best friend.... why would you SUDDENLY need my help now. Now?!
I am not even sure how I should handle this..... I'm not sure if I should do what I think I should and just go. Just go over there and see what the hell you could possibly say, how hard you could cry, how much you could beg.... and see what happens...... on the other hand... I could listen to what Sammy says, what Adrianna says, and what my own GRANDMOTHER says... and not go over there at all.... AT ALL!!! Not today, not tomorrow.... not ever. I could do what you have done to me so many times.... ignore you. Completely.
But because I come from such an amazing family, because I was born with this humongous heart like my Grandfather.... I couldn't ignore you completely.
Or maybe I can.
Also I am sorry that I haven't been on LJ in a while.... My life has been going well... hopefully I'll get back into updating so you all can super lurk me! =]
Uhm... the transcode show went well.... could have gone better with some things but for the most part I had a fantastic time! =] Sold a lot of compilation CD's and some Missingno and Jay Tholen. Possibly new show coming up in about a month!!! Exciting!!!
Now....down to business
So you got your phone taken away. Big deal. You can't pick up a house phone and call me yourself? Seriously? What is so damn hard about talking to your Grandmother about me and then saying, "you know what...I've been so damn shitty to her that maybe I should call her myself."
I mean I've known you for about 8 or 9 years now, and I know that you're not the type to come out and say what you're feeling but after all you've put me through...you expect me to just jump through your hoops and immediately be that pet you have that when you ask they come running. You know? It's been about 5 months since you screwed me over.... ACTUALLY it's been like 8 months since you have completely fucked me over. So WHY IN THE HELL would I come running when suddenly you need me now. After all this time, I have tried to help you.... I called your mom because I was WORRIED about you. I was worried about this person that fucked me over so hard, almost RUINED my life .... my relationship completely and almost ruined my friendship with my best friend.... why would you SUDDENLY need my help now. Now?!
I am not even sure how I should handle this..... I'm not sure if I should do what I think I should and just go. Just go over there and see what the hell you could possibly say, how hard you could cry, how much you could beg.... and see what happens...... on the other hand... I could listen to what Sammy says, what Adrianna says, and what my own GRANDMOTHER says... and not go over there at all.... AT ALL!!! Not today, not tomorrow.... not ever. I could do what you have done to me so many times.... ignore you. Completely.
But because I come from such an amazing family, because I was born with this humongous heart like my Grandfather.... I couldn't ignore you completely.
Or maybe I can.