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[singus_a_song]

i have been slacking on the "LJ posts worth reading" thing we're all supposed to be doing.

soooo here...

I am now catching you up.

Good then the Bad...

Good: I love Samuel Jordan Farmer and I couldn't be happier at the fact that we are together again. He just makes everything so much better.. it's weird... but not really because he's only the coolest, nicest, good lookingest, funniest, guy ever. You are jealous, and to make you more jealous... here is a picture of us!


   


   

AND AN OLDIE JUST FOR ME:



Uhmmm.... bad?

I'm like 2.5 seconds away from having a mental breakdown and having to go to a psychiatrist. WHICH I'm not saying is a bad thing, but I know that if I do have a mental breakdown, my mom will make me go. So that won't be good. Maybe I can get some....time management medicine or like... extend-a-date medicine for everything =]
Idk half of me wants to get this fucking mental deterioration and rebuilding over with so I can start a-new... but half of me likes the way I work with my rushing 5 hours before to get my French Homework done only to get a 18/20 on it the next day.. which I guess is better than most people who got 5/20 and so on. Kudos to me? idk...

• Anatomy test Friday I really need to study..
• Psychology test Thursday (loaaaaads of review sheet still needed to be done... I think I'll do it during class tomorrow since he never talks about anything important... he can't even keep me interested in the nervous system part of psychology and that chapter was going to be my favorite... he skipped over ALLL of the med stuff to get to the "cool part" which wasn't cool at all!)
• College Algebra test Wednesday... even though she never really teaches anything... horrible teacher 101 is what the class is actually called... idk why I took it hah
• Physics test very soon...I think I am quite possibly one of the smartest people in that class and let me tell you.. it makes me feel OOHHHHH SOOOO FUCKING GOOOOD!!!!!
• English.. oh god... this fucking paper we have rewritten and rewritten and rewritten so many times. How in the FUCK are you not supposed to use any Being Verbs?!?!? you tell me.
• French....don't even get me fucking started on french. all I have to say is ... I WANT OUT!

Maybe Junior year is supposed to be like this. Maybe this is why I feel fucking fat cause I just keep eating and eating. I don't have any time for anything else but eating, sleeping, and homework. Maybe I'm going crazy. Maybe I should  go see someone? Maybe I should get a job. Maybe I should become a hermit nerd and only worry about school? Maybe I shouldn't be friends with anyone? Maybe I should forget about school and not become a cardiovascular surgeon? Maybe you shouldn't call me Dr. Jordan?

NAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I can do it.