traffic jam, got more cars than a beach got sand
man if you have ever been pissed at the world, let me know and then let me know what you did about it. it seems like all do is try the best i fucking can all the time but it is never good enough, for myself especially. i try my hardest to be a good friend to all of my friends but some of them are just cocky assholes in return. same with lacrosse, now that the season is starting, i guess i'm not even good enough jus to mess around with jared because he's n varsity and i'm not. the other thing is, i hate it when people are upset. not necessarily upset but just in that mood when they want to be left alone and don't want to talk about it. i always feel like it is my fault in some kind of way. even though in reality, i have nothing to do with it, it feels like i should do something about it to help that person, but when they just hold everything in, there is no way to do that. sometimes i just want to be comforted. i know that sounds kind of gay for any dude that is reading this but im sorry, i just think that being comforted when you are in a bad mood is one of the best feelings you can have and it seems like no one cares enough to cofort me. fuck. i have to do fucking senior exit. fuck. fuck the world.