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haven't written in a long time.... i guess for lack of time mostly.....and maybe for an abundance of frustration. i'm already sick of the superficiality of so many people here ... the complete indifference to anyone but themselves. i want something honest again, someone to be real and true. even within my christian grp of friends, are they truly being real or are they just hiding behind a label, a cross. i keep telling myself, just wait...you'll find that person, those people, whichever...you'll know them when you meet them. but then, what if i don't ...what if i'm kidding myself that i'm really any different from anyone else at all?
i want so much to be in new orleans right now. if i wasn't in school, with an amazing internship, with everything on the line, i'd be there in a second. it's unfathomable to me, what they're going through.
this weekend should be...what's the word....slooowww maybe. cait's gone until like, monday night, so the suit is mine. ANR plays their last show before touring tomorrow...very exciting. hopefully they'll play the cat song. suhweetness.
i want so much to be in new orleans right now. if i wasn't in school, with an amazing internship, with everything on the line, i'd be there in a second. it's unfathomable to me, what they're going through.
this weekend should be...what's the word....slooowww maybe. cait's gone until like, monday night, so the suit is mine. ANR plays their last show before touring tomorrow...very exciting. hopefully they'll play the cat song. suhweetness.