Jan 07, 2006 00:31
today was gorgeous. i think i sat outside and did nothing but write for four hours. being outside is better than any inside. i need to find more local outsides that make me smile.
today i enjoyed the fact that the little things are really what make me so happy. making a baby laugh, finding my yearbook from 3rd grade, that extra roll of toilet paper that you just didn't think would be there, 3 more french fries at the bottom of the bag, winning a game of trash can- one on one, watching the kids across the street fight over a piece of gum and remembering when i used to fight over such stupid things that were oh so important.
i love body language, especially when it screams but nobody seems to hear it. i don't think mine screams. unfortunately. i think i need to loosen up.
i'm excited for school for not many reasons. however, one of the not many reasons is salsa. i am determined to overcome my rigidity, even if it kills me.... or humiliates me greatly. or both. another of the not many reasons is the shows. a month without my fix of ANR and Live at Home.... ridiculous.
i'm slightly apprehensive about booking the boston tix. it is a big city. and i am not exactly a big girl. i mean i am..but i'm not. and the T is a little confusing. there's also the risk of getting raped, mugged, or molested. but... it would be an experience, it would be travelling, and it would be not here. i want as many experiences as i can get. so, i guess i'll book them. tomorrow.
a nice present would be pepper spray. or a big hunk of man cake. they're probably equally weighted.
my feet are freezing. frick, man.