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I can't believe it's mid-August already. Where did the time go? Half the time I wasn't having fun but just on the computer doing nothing or getting frustrated playing video games so the expression "time flies having fun" doesn't fit in here.
I knew this was going to happen, I knew I was going to look back on my summer and wonder why did I waste it doing nothing again. Last summer I promised myself I would have more fun this summer, but I didn't. It was spent the same way. Sleeping 'til three and going on the computer. I should've gotten a job, I'm an idiot. Even though I probably would've hated it at least I would make some extra cash.
Also, am I the only one dreading going back to school? I hate school, I've always hated it for as long as I can remember. I mean hate. I always piss and moan whenever summer starts to end because that means I have to stop sleeping late and doing nothing to deal with life. I have to wake up at fucking 6:30 because my bus gets here so damn early and we get to school half hour before it even starts. I won't even be able to watch "Beavis and Butthead" on MTV2 at 3AM anymore.
Plus, it's junior year. The toughest year. With the SATs, having to pick out colleges, etc. I'm probably going to fail Alegebra 2 and Physics. I didn't even start that acting book and am half finished with Lord of the Flies. And those two shitty essays about politics, of all things, it's one of the topics I hate the most.
Just thinking about school and those stupid ass essays makes me sick. Sometimes I wish I was homeschooled, it seems easier. Hanson was and they've grown up to be...some intelligent men. I bet they didn't have to do reports on politics.
I'm gonna die.
I knew this was going to happen, I knew I was going to look back on my summer and wonder why did I waste it doing nothing again. Last summer I promised myself I would have more fun this summer, but I didn't. It was spent the same way. Sleeping 'til three and going on the computer. I should've gotten a job, I'm an idiot. Even though I probably would've hated it at least I would make some extra cash.
Also, am I the only one dreading going back to school? I hate school, I've always hated it for as long as I can remember. I mean hate. I always piss and moan whenever summer starts to end because that means I have to stop sleeping late and doing nothing to deal with life. I have to wake up at fucking 6:30 because my bus gets here so damn early and we get to school half hour before it even starts. I won't even be able to watch "Beavis and Butthead" on MTV2 at 3AM anymore.
Plus, it's junior year. The toughest year. With the SATs, having to pick out colleges, etc. I'm probably going to fail Alegebra 2 and Physics. I didn't even start that acting book and am half finished with Lord of the Flies. And those two shitty essays about politics, of all things, it's one of the topics I hate the most.
Just thinking about school and those stupid ass essays makes me sick. Sometimes I wish I was homeschooled, it seems easier. Hanson was and they've grown up to be...some intelligent men. I bet they didn't have to do reports on politics.
I'm gonna die.