Oct 06, 2006 19:56
Why do these choices have to be so hard?
And why do they have to hurt so much.
It's cold outside, but not in here. But the more I want to be in his arms, the colder I feel.
I wish this would get better soon.
I mean, my mind is made up, I know I want to be with him. More than anything in this world. But why do I have to WAIT!? That's what is killing me the most...the time I have to wait until I can really be with him.
And is he right? Am I really that gorgeous?
I want to know who else thinks that! Call it a stupid girl thing...but its nice to hear that your somewhat attractive...from someone other than your boyfriend!
Maybe its vanity...oh well.
It just sucks being alone on a friday night when all you want to be is somewhere else.