i know what i have to do...i just wish i could do it now

Oct 06, 2006 19:56

Why do these choices have to be so hard? 
And why do they have to hurt so much. 
It's cold outside, but not in here. But the more I want to be in his arms, the colder I feel. 
I wish this would get better soon. 
I mean, my mind is made up, I know I want to be with him. More than anything in this world. But why do I have to WAIT!? That's what is killing me the most...the time I have to wait until I can really be with him.

And is he right? Am I really that gorgeous? 
I want to know who else thinks that! Call it a stupid girl thing...but its nice to hear that your somewhat attractive...from someone other than your boyfriend!
Maybe its vanity...oh well.

It just sucks being alone on a friday night when all you want to be is somewhere else.
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