Aug 28, 2006 12:01
Sometimes I just get so mad at him...for no reason.
I mean...I have a reason. Its just never good enough for me to yell at him.
I just wish for once maybe he'd plan his schedule around me, instead of mine around his. Just once I'd like to call and him to say "I love you and I miss you today, come over soon!"
But everyday I'm the one who misses him, calls, and he's "doing stuff for his mom". Always. Never changes.
Makes me just want to yell at him. But again, thats no real reason too.
Just because we're leaving, he can't just forget me.
So thats about a third of the rant I had when I was making breakfast.
Still a bit mad at him...all I want to do is see the damn kid and all he does is ignore me.
I know my anger will be pretty much be gone by 7 (when I may actually see him...maybe). But I'm almost so mad to just ignore him.
And I just might...