It's not the time to breakdown...
I weaseled my way out of going to school today.
I'm having an allergic reaction of some sort. Probably to being home.
I liked Charleston so much. It reminded me of Newnan.
I need to go back to Georgia.
I talked to an old friend from Georgia the other day.
She asked me what was up with using "Lexi" as my nickname.
She said I would always be "AJ" to her.
And then I remembered how much I liked AJ more than Lexi.
Lexi is such a slutty name.
Anyway. I'm not really feeling that bad. Killer headache, though.
I'm just too stressed.
I decided that today would be used to catch up on all the work I should have done already on my SIP.
I don't even have one fully written section of it. I'm just lacking inspiration to write like mad.
I also have to do serious studying for the AP Economics test I missed on Wednesday. I'm sure I'll have to take it tomorrow.
I have a B in that class right now. I'm determined to keep it that way.
Other than that...I don't know.
I had a lot of time to think on that eight hour car ride, to and fro.
I realized how much I miss someone.
It's pathetic of me.
I also realized how much I miss two other someones.
We've lost touch over the past few months...
But I guess I haven't really made any effort...
I keep meaning to write letters, but my pens are always too focused on the graded work.
I don't know if I'm handling senior year very well...
I'm more stressed than I've ever been.
I'm surprised my hair isn't falling out.
But I have been get sick a lot more often.
There's just nothing that consistently good about it.
Except for Elise and Katy and my man-crew.
Minus the one who should be the best man....You understand?
I'm trying.
I'm hoping my pathetic tendencies are just getting in the way of the greatness I have.
But even now I'm starting to doubt that.
Coffee is ready.
And I need to lose myself to my pen for a while.
I need to get shit done.
AJ Out.
<3
I'm having an allergic reaction of some sort. Probably to being home.
I liked Charleston so much. It reminded me of Newnan.
I need to go back to Georgia.
I talked to an old friend from Georgia the other day.
She asked me what was up with using "Lexi" as my nickname.
She said I would always be "AJ" to her.
And then I remembered how much I liked AJ more than Lexi.
Lexi is such a slutty name.
Anyway. I'm not really feeling that bad. Killer headache, though.
I'm just too stressed.
I decided that today would be used to catch up on all the work I should have done already on my SIP.
I don't even have one fully written section of it. I'm just lacking inspiration to write like mad.
I also have to do serious studying for the AP Economics test I missed on Wednesday. I'm sure I'll have to take it tomorrow.
I have a B in that class right now. I'm determined to keep it that way.
Other than that...I don't know.
I had a lot of time to think on that eight hour car ride, to and fro.
I realized how much I miss someone.
It's pathetic of me.
I also realized how much I miss two other someones.
We've lost touch over the past few months...
But I guess I haven't really made any effort...
I keep meaning to write letters, but my pens are always too focused on the graded work.
I don't know if I'm handling senior year very well...
I'm more stressed than I've ever been.
I'm surprised my hair isn't falling out.
But I have been get sick a lot more often.
There's just nothing that consistently good about it.
Except for Elise and Katy and my man-crew.
Minus the one who should be the best man....You understand?
I'm trying.
I'm hoping my pathetic tendencies are just getting in the way of the greatness I have.
But even now I'm starting to doubt that.
Coffee is ready.
And I need to lose myself to my pen for a while.
I need to get shit done.
AJ Out.
<3