Change.... BLAH....
Life is kinda depressing... only cuzza all the back and fourth between Cali and here. It's kinda sad always having to say good-bye to ppl, ya know? I'm a fraidy cat who's too wimpy to face L.A right now. I delayed my trip back to the 26th of May. I guess it's nice just being able to regain my strength here. I just realized how much I miss everything in Illinois... especially LZP people.. I wanna do musical theater again! I may come back to Illinois to try out for "Secret Garden"... If I don't make it back I'm SOR SURE gonna try out for "Ruthless"... EXCITING! LoL! I absolutely LOVE both of those musicals! On a different note, I figured out FINALLY what I wanna do as a solid career besides acting, singing, and dancing... I wanna be a nurse for children with cancer... kinda a weird job, but I really wanna make a difference in kids that will never have the same opportunities that I have always had, ya know??? It may not be much, but I really think I could handle it... even the death part. Well, yeah, so I'm out... i'll TTYL! BUH BYE!