Jun 13, 2005 17:32
i took 2 finals already and i have 1 more to go and 1 final paper to turn in. its counting down!
-my scalp is blood red because stupid hofan does not know how to dye hair. fuck you fucker! now i have to go to a salon to fix it. what a waste of money.
-i got busted for smoking AGAIN...what a waste of 5 bucks. but it did feel good...sorry.
-saw high tension...dumbest and grossest movie ever.
-kinda started to pack...umm...i have SO much trash
-i got a hicky without even knowing...i guess i really shouldnt drink if i want to wake up just in case there was a fire
-i slipped in mud...that was fabulous and hilarious...too bad it was in front of him. damn it.
now on the more serious note: i know i have problems dealing with things that are fucked up. i fall back into my old habits a lot and im sorry if i disappoint you guys. its like we're married...through thick and thin, through the good and bad. i know i give you guys a lot of the bad and no good at all. im surprised that you guys havent divorced me yet. you guys have stood by me all this time. but seriously...i love all of you guys for helping me. i know im more fucked up than i appear to be but you guys all know that and still dont think im weak. and thank you for accepting me. there are a few that can seriously just accept me for the way i am...or more like know that this isnt the way i am but willing to help me through it. so kelly, maria, hofan, vic, kevin, adrone, jess, steph, nichole, carlton, val...thank you. if it wasnt for you, i would probably be more fucked up than i already am. and thats kinda scary. you guys are more than just friends to me. you guys are family...even more so than my own.