A WAKE UP CALL
What happens when someone you used to love tells you that she hates you? And she probably always will? I didn’t know how to make Chris feel better when he told me that his ex hated him. Maybe it is because I don’t blame her for hating him. What he did to her was a lot to take. I mean…what did he expect? He took her virginity, got her pregnant, then she got an abortion, and on top of that they had an engagement. They broke up on their 1 year anniversary and they were going to get married this summer. I didn’t know what to say to him. Then I started to feel bad because I feel like I got in the way. He met me a few days after they broke up. It is probably not my fault but I can’t help but wonder what would happen to them if I wasn’t in the picture. It makes me certain now that there can be nothing between us and all I hope for is that we will just be friends. He has too much baggage and not that I can’t help him get through it but it was his choice to push me away. I don’t blame him because what happened between him and his ex can scar him for the rest of his life. I wonder what would happen if I was in the same situation. What would I say to him? What would I do? All I can say is that it is probably for the best that things didn’t further than it did for Chris and me. I absolutely don’t’ regret ever meeting him and I hope I can help him through this. He did hurt me but I’m stronger than him now.