Wow~This is so stinking stressful. I'm so sick of griping, especially after learning that those around me have their own issues, too. I really need to get into counseling, so that I can vent without feeling absolutely terrible about it. This isn't just about me. This doesn't even make sense to me. I had no idea about those "things" that you just told me. What can I do? I need one great solution, and I know that God should be that solution, but someone has got to show me what to do here. Friends are great, too, and no matter how great God is - I think that He wants me to have friends to share with, right?