Nov 21, 2004 12:29
o em gee!!! yesterday adn friday were soooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, so we had the shakespeare festival thing. so friday i missed two classes. sub teacher for english was a dick about but who cares its been totally blasted out of my mind now. ok so we get on the bus late, and everyoen was calling me to the back cuz they saved a seat for me, next to TJ(not tj freshman!!) but its ok i still had fun with TJ. sow e go to lennox n everyone was jsut chiullin or going crazy and it was fun fun, then we did our rehearsal thing, and backstage me n andrew n TJ n theresa n caitlin were lookin at the scrim thing cuz it had trees on it and they looked really cool. haha that was fun. and then um we ate i think, i dotn really remeber, and the food was ok, then we wtched the 1st play and i got to sit next to Taylor and TJ and then afterwards we all went outside and it was really cold sow e were all huddlin and stuff and then we went rollin down thsi hill and everyone was like fighting and wrestling at the bottom, it was wicked funny and cool. then we watched the second play... and i got sit next to u guessed it, TJ again but on my other side was this fat kid i didnt know and he scared me. that play was alot better than the 1st one, which was as you like it. it was kidna boring. but midsummer was funny but it wasnt a shakespeare play cuz they added so much stuff in... oh well. on the way home everyone was playing that dare game. i didnt play though. i fell asleep on TJ. haha.
next day, i sat, yet again with TJ on the bus. and i were so tired with fell asleep. lol. whenw e got there we went to some place to sit down for a while, and it was ok, really boring actully. me n moe moe were chillian for a little while. then TJ game me a piggy backr ide to the theatre, that was fun, andrew looked like an ant hahaha it was odd to be so tall. then we did our play... and it was sooooooooo good!!!! and then we went outside and ate mucho foodo. we went back inside adn i saw Tom, the kid i met at the common class and liz and jenna (sophomores, not the other liz and jenna) were like omg hes so hot go say hi, but i didnt and now i feel bad cuz i didnt get to after his play either. and taylor asked me if i liked TJ and i said i dunno, and she said she did and she gets relaly jealous so i was like ok, but i felt kidna sad cuz im not very agressive in ways such as that, at all. so i didnt get to sit next to TJ for the last two plays but its ok. but when he came ina nd saw me down there, he looked at me and unelss mine eyes deceaved me, he looked sad that iwa s down there and not up there with him. even crystal was like ya it definitely looks liek he wnats to sit with you. so i felt kinda bad cuz i wanted to sit near him too, BUT i had lots lots lots LOTS of fun sitting with nicole crystal and cai!!!! lol pericles was an ok play it was shakespeare but and eventually i understood what was going on...but twelfth night i do not understand at all. there was so much upstaging that no one was listening to was talknig. it was definteily one of those cheap laugh plays. i was sad afetr tho, becuase i didnt get to see tom. in the play he was like this lord guy to knig or soemthing, he didnt say much but he had like pweor over the priate girls, whih was funny i guess and at one point he ahd this coat on and he ripped it off to reveal tight leather pants and a leather vest and black shirt and everyone went omgomgomgomg wooooo yes he is quite quite sexy im sooo sad i didnt get to talk to him. i was even sadder whenw e got to the bus late i thought i would half to sit with someone i didntwant to. but no, TJ saved me the seat!!! yay! i was very happy after that. i was wicked tired tho too, but TJ was dozing off beofre me, while me n nicole talked about nothing. haha me him n her made a fat ude and muffing with a face and feet and hands on the window. it was very cool. then I made TJ my pillow cuz he was like half asleep anyway but then hes like tell me when youre gonna go to sleep and afetr a few minutes i was like ok im prolyl gonna fall asleep and we moved aorund and he did this thing and i end up liek laying on him and it was very comfy and warma dn we were cuddling and ogm i felt so good and warm and happy and sleepy. i was very content there and almost fell asleep, i wish i did, but i wish i didnt i wanted to savor it. lol. we lay like that for a long time. then TJ ahd to make a call for his ride and we sat up but then we lay down again,a dn we were almsot home, and i wanted to kiss him, and it seemed like he wanted to kiss me. but i dunno, hes a senior maybe he was just really tired and didnt notice he had a girl in his lap. but all the same im just wayyyy too shy. so we got to the school (damn) i wanted that bus ride to be much much longer. and we got off and i gave TJ a hug goodbye and i almost kissed him, but no, i had to be too chicken, grr.... so i went with nicole, her mom brought me home.. and is wear as i turned aorund soemthing happeend but im not gonan say what ehre becaus ei dunno if it happened or not, but ya i had to say that...also that i wish i did something, but i didnt do it cuz iw as too shy... maybe i will someday...
ok lets see how many times i said his name ..... 16 times. wow ill let you deduce what you can from that
when i first met him on the first day of play try outs i was actually a little scared of him, i never expected to end up like this...hehe..
waaaah im gonna miss him, he was so nice to me.... :'(