Still parallel and intersecting

[singofspring]

I is still searching.
when her heart will stop beating
rendered impassible
plotting onlyfive
(tockseconds)ticktocksecondpass tick (again?)
a nervous ponder;
a thoughtless remark
(even I won't live by the rules she's made.)

it was her turn to come along
rather than later-rather than never
soon,
most possibly more likely than ever.

we said she said it one day late
(and search although I did, she never found her ending)
so, there are many coloured pins sticking out from her heart

I is dead

but yesterday is my name
and tomorrow was to be her birthday.