GOD STINKIN ROCKS!
Ok so as of Sunday night I was very upset with all boys in general. I didn't care who you were, but if you were a male I disliked you! Good news God totally brought me out of that! To be honest I don't know why I was so upset but one boy made me so mad that I blammed all the problems of the world on every man. I then talked myself into believeing that I was over a guy that I wasn't really over, which didn't make Sunday night any easier.
But like I said God brought me out of it.
Monday was such a bad day to where I found myself wondering why I didn't just stay in bed....
But God gave me the most amazing night that night! I went and spent some time with some of the girls from Christian Challenge and God blessed my heart. Liz Sara, and I had praise band practice and there God mended my broken heart. I then realized that I can't fix everyone or their problems ( no mater how much or often I try). I can't take the trials of other people and put them on my shoulders, but I can encourage them in the Lord to where they let go of their problems and let God take care of the rest.
Father God,
I ask that you use me touch everyone around me. Lord God all I want is for people to see you when they look at me. I no longer long for the earthly desires of my heart but for your will to be done as I make your desires mine. Father God, please reveal yourself to everyone that is on my heart. I want them to come to know you like never before, and for the others to return to you. You know my heart Father and I ask that the only time it will ever break again is for you and your will.
I pray all these things in your holy and precious name
amen
But like I said God brought me out of it.
Monday was such a bad day to where I found myself wondering why I didn't just stay in bed....
But God gave me the most amazing night that night! I went and spent some time with some of the girls from Christian Challenge and God blessed my heart. Liz Sara, and I had praise band practice and there God mended my broken heart. I then realized that I can't fix everyone or their problems ( no mater how much or often I try). I can't take the trials of other people and put them on my shoulders, but I can encourage them in the Lord to where they let go of their problems and let God take care of the rest.
Father God,
I ask that you use me touch everyone around me. Lord God all I want is for people to see you when they look at me. I no longer long for the earthly desires of my heart but for your will to be done as I make your desires mine. Father God, please reveal yourself to everyone that is on my heart. I want them to come to know you like never before, and for the others to return to you. You know my heart Father and I ask that the only time it will ever break again is for you and your will.
I pray all these things in your holy and precious name
amen