I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know.
So Michael and I are on a break. I need to sort through some of my feelings and find out what I really want/need out of our relationship before we can be together again. I just hope I don't screw up and lose him forever. I doooo want us to be together, but right now, I need time to think about things.
Other than that, everything's going alright. I'm trying some new things, and it's turning out pretty amazing. Ha. But I won't elaborate on that. All of my other relationships are fine, and getting better all the time.
My cousin, Cara just moved to Lawton this past weekend. So we'll see how that goes. I'm not very close with her, and not sure if I'm going to be close with her. I don't know. I can't say much on that, because, well, it wouldn't be fair.
This is going to be a strange Christmas. Not only will Ryan not be here, but instead of being at home on Christmas Eve like we have been for as long as I can remember, we'll be in Muskogee for THAT family party, and then come home that night and do the whole Christmas Eve/Christmas thing on Christmas day. It's kind of backwards for us, so we'll see how it goes. Muskogee's pretty depressing this time of year since Grandma passed away, and there's a lot of drama that isn't getting resolved, so hopefully it won't be too bad.
I'm going to go now.
Other than that, everything's going alright. I'm trying some new things, and it's turning out pretty amazing. Ha. But I won't elaborate on that. All of my other relationships are fine, and getting better all the time.
My cousin, Cara just moved to Lawton this past weekend. So we'll see how that goes. I'm not very close with her, and not sure if I'm going to be close with her. I don't know. I can't say much on that, because, well, it wouldn't be fair.
This is going to be a strange Christmas. Not only will Ryan not be here, but instead of being at home on Christmas Eve like we have been for as long as I can remember, we'll be in Muskogee for THAT family party, and then come home that night and do the whole Christmas Eve/Christmas thing on Christmas day. It's kind of backwards for us, so we'll see how it goes. Muskogee's pretty depressing this time of year since Grandma passed away, and there's a lot of drama that isn't getting resolved, so hopefully it won't be too bad.
I'm going to go now.