Dec 05, 2005 21:24
blah. Things have been pretty alright. Michael and I are in love, and it's been great, since I've never felt that before. He's pretty awesome. Christmas is coming up, but it's not going to be a big deal this time. My parents are giving me money for the People to People trip instead of buying me presents, so I'm not expecting much. Michael and Jasmine are getting me things, cos obviously they're not going to give me trip money, and Neecole is, too, I believe. It's neat. Michael wanted to get me a ring, so Saturday we picked one out. It should be in within these next two weeks from resizing. It's pretty.
I'm really starting to worry about getting enough money for my trip. I was becoming more and more optimistic about the Suncoast job, but it's slipping away again. I need a job desperately. It blows. I'm trying to keep fast food or food at all in the back of my mind. Hopefully I won't have to resort to that. I want to go on this trip more than anything I've wanted to do in a long time. Once in a lifetime deal, and I don't want to miss out on that. It just sucks that it costs so freakin' much.
So Ryan's birthday is tomorrow, duh. Happy Birthday, brotherrr. I have an orchestra concert tomorrow to at EJHS at 7 PM. Anyone reading this in Lawton should go.
The long and winding road that leads
to your door will never disappear.
I've seen that road before. It always
leads me here. Lead me to your door.