Oct 15, 2005 19:53
Last night was one of the most retarded experiences I've ever dealt with. But, that is life. Nicole, Carina, and I got to Amanda and Ruby's at about 7:15, to discover that she (Amanda) was being unreliable yet again, by not even being at her own party when she told people to be there. So we waited for a good 20 minutes, until Denise showed up. Then about 15 more minutes, and Amanda and Ruby and a bunch of people I don't know showed up. By then, I was already more than ready to leave, but dear Carina wanted to stay, so we did. Until 10:30. I have to say, that I was the only one that didn't drink, and for that, I'm proud of myself. We stayed for Carina, only to find out before we left that she was getting a ride from Hayley. So that was nice.. We stayed in a crappy apartment, in a crappy part of town, with crappy neighbors.. for nothing. But, that is life.
It really just makes me sick how stupid people can be sometimes.
I'm very angry with everyone (excluding my parents) right now. Before it was unexplainable, and now I've found reasons. I don't want to talk to anyone, and I don't want to be around anyone. By Monday, I'll be fine. But this weekend, I don't feel like dealing with you.
My parents are two of the most understanding people I know. When you can come home with two hard liquor bottles, and your parents trust you when you say you didn't drink any of the contents, you come to that realization. I have the best parents I could ask for, and I'm so incredibly lucky to have them.
I am also an idiot.