~ My Lonely Valentines Day ~

[singmemysadsong]

~ My lonely Valentines day ~

Sitting here staring into space. . .
Remembering everything
From our first kiss
To our first race

Wishing you were still with me
Wishing I wasn’t alone
Wishing I could kiss your lips one last time
Wishing you would call me on the phone

Wishing I hadn’t complained that day
Wishing I would have asked why
Wishing I wouldn’t have just walked away
Wishing I didn’t cry

Thought I wouldn’t be alone this year
Specially on the day that makes me feel worst
I wish I could talk to you still
But it’s almost like I’m cursed

When I see you there are two things I feel
I feel hate . . . but its hate towards me
For letting this happen and letting it be
And I feel sad because you were the first person I trusted since

I have had a lot of boyfriends before
Or at least I would say
But you really mattered to me
Now it feels like I chased you away

You needed more time with your friends
That’s bull
Spending on day a week was all
It’s not my fault your schedule was so full

I would have given you the world
And you know that too
You I really trusted
All I cared about was you

I stopped so much to be with you
From hanging with friends
To changing so you wouldn’t leave
But I guess every good thing ends

The day we broke up
It was one month to the day
All I wanted was to be held
And the whole world to go away

But instead I was pushed out of your life
The world decided stay
You smiled
And I walked away

~ My Lonely Valentines Day ~

by:me