Just hang in there. You can do it
I have to keep telling myself to keep going and that things will get better. Things are not even going all that bad but I don't know, it's hard to explain. Just things seem out of reach. People i want to be with, can't seem to be with them. It's like i miss them even thought they are right there. Or i miss the relationship i knew we could have. I really missed Carrie today. I wanted her with me at school today so much. Death Cab for Cutie made me sad listening to it today. Ben Folds is making me sad lately too. Jack Johnson...same story. I just don't get it. I really miss Jason, Bethanie, Pamela and Adam too. Pamela and Adam are coming up this weekend thank goodness. I have missed them like crazy and I hardly got to hang out with them at all when they came the last time.
Tonight me and my mom had out movie night and went to 50 cent night at the dollar theater and saw The sisterhood of the traveling pants. I thought it was alright. I went to the library after the movie and reserved a copy so i can read the book. when i read a walk to remember it was completely different than the movie. oh gosh, it was a whole other story and i dont even see how they got that movie from that book. it was still a very good book none-the-less. I have been reading like nuts lately and i am enjoying it so much. i cant believe it has taken me so long to discover the joy of reading. i used to hate reading sooo much and i just couldnt stand it. now i'm reading like crazy and i seem to be finishing books so fast and i am just loving it. i guess it helps you take your mind off of other things. it's just a whole separate world when you are reading.
This weekend should be good because i get to see Pamela and Adam. That's all for now. Just hang in there Emily.
Tonight me and my mom had out movie night and went to 50 cent night at the dollar theater and saw The sisterhood of the traveling pants. I thought it was alright. I went to the library after the movie and reserved a copy so i can read the book. when i read a walk to remember it was completely different than the movie. oh gosh, it was a whole other story and i dont even see how they got that movie from that book. it was still a very good book none-the-less. I have been reading like nuts lately and i am enjoying it so much. i cant believe it has taken me so long to discover the joy of reading. i used to hate reading sooo much and i just couldnt stand it. now i'm reading like crazy and i seem to be finishing books so fast and i am just loving it. i guess it helps you take your mind off of other things. it's just a whole separate world when you are reading.
This weekend should be good because i get to see Pamela and Adam. That's all for now. Just hang in there Emily.