all i want

Jul 27, 2008 17:12

from my sister is to be treated like an adult.
how sad is that? almost 21 and i just want to be treated like i'm not 5 nor retarded.

ok my sister lives in philly and came out for 1 week and i hate her from that short time. basically i was in a car accident totally my fault, totally retarded. it was a parked car with no one around so i left the good ol' my bad note. then leave, come back, take pics and leave again. my sister is semi frantic. shes like omg we need to write it down and i need to check your head and blah blah blah so i leave because i have a killer headach and she is pissing me offffff.
few hours go by then the owner of the car calls me.
expected.
and asks if my head is doing ok and if my injuries are serious... w..t..f.. i tell him i am fine. we hang up after a short and nice call.
i get home and ask my sister wtf she says she went down to the car to take MORE pics and owners wife was there and my sis tells her i have some injuries including a head injury.. WTF!!!
first off, i took god damned pics, and plenty of them, near 15
second off I WAS FINE. yes my head hurt, yes i had bruises but I WAS FUCKING FINE. it was enough to whine about not enough to report. if i wanted to tell them i was injured I WOULD HAVE.
so the owner was going to file a police report because my sister told him i was injured but i talked him out of it.
why is she a douchebag?
my parents treat me like my age why can't my sister that has tried to be my mom since birth?
she's so smart and yet she can't figure out how to talk to people, mainly me.
she is an outsider because she never learned how to communicate with the masses so she is left a hermit with others like her. she is a fucking know-it-all and everyone gets over that real fast... except maybe other know-it-alls.

ok and ontop of all of that, the focus was supposed to be on my baby this week. it was her first time seeing him etc. and what was her focus? the usual... her.
and sadly she is worse than ever. i haven't decided if she is a hypocondriac or not but reguardless i wouldn't want to live a life like the one she is. i would rather not live. she always has something wrong with her, but it's all different day to day. some days she can't even walk without 2 (yes 2) canes. and the next day she can jog down the stairs... right... whatever.
i'm very angery but i feel better letting it out for sheeze.
the baby is sick and wont stop crying :(

bllllllllleh bye
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