Ah-ha the skank hasa brain

[singlsexgoddess]

Hurrah. the two things I am have become apparent. intellegant and a skank. those are the things I'm called most. no one called me a skank today. yay. that is a full 24 hours of not being called a skank. I was called a bitch though. so I guess I'm three things. bitch. skank. smart... Thea called me today and invited me out with her. she was with brad. and shane. shane still hates me... again... more? who knows. who cares. talked to jp (ish) today. just a whats up thing. went well. he thinks I'm less crazy than before when I am infact more crazy. hah. I'm getting better at deceiving. which is different than lying. i haven't lied in a while. i've been trying. damn my amazing ability to lie. today I was told that I am rare, and should hold on to all the things that make me me. thanks. he said that I'm morbid but intellegant at the same time. he says its amazing talking to me. that i'm a real breath of actual air. not this fake stuff they've been trying to pass off for years. damn government. speaking of which i got a b in government. i should write to the president and brag. yay for higher grads than the person that represents our country. ouch. poor man. i'd hate to be an idiot for everyone to see. i only do private showings. $5 a seat. advanced notice required. i've also found out why its entertaining for some to read my muse. because you can never tell when i'm serious. and my punctuation is horrible. yet it some how makes it more appealing. amazing. makes the points better. and some people don stop at commas. everyone stops at a period. periods are apparently god. good for you period. I have tonsilites again... 4th time in 5 months. maybe they will take them out now. please take my tonsiles out. or i will. think about it. my throat hurts. which makes me ears hurt. and all of this has made my head hurt. goodnight. i love you all...

~*~Mandy~*~

Smoking: 3 days
Drinking: 6 days
Cutting: 1 day
Sex: 6 days
JP's: 6 days