another day another doodle...
thats what it feels like after a while...i live my life thro my doodles...sketches and drawings...i want to be able to express myself through my artwork when i get older and a firm job. or hell, people might not want to see my expressions. no one really cares anymore about what other people think. we all just do our own things and leave everyone else alone. never to take into consideration about what others think. maybe it is affecting person A or maybe it is hurting person G. i dont know. i heard someone tell me that its best to "sever all connections with exes." yea there i said it again. talking about my ex bfs again. thats all i ever seem to use this for. well, its not like i dont have anyone i can talk to. it just gets old after a while. i feel like im complaining or bitching. so ill do it in private. i miss him and i want him back. i cant erase everything that reminds me of him. i knew him for 10 years of my life. almost everything that i do stings me slightly to memory about him. ive almost become immune to it all. the almost...unending