this isnt like me............
alright....today was summed up in one word BITTER thats all i was today....its making me so mad that im nothing but bitter lately.....i just came back from my painting class. had to restrain myself about twice from screaming at my teacher. yea i probably suck at the progress that i have put into the painting for final project but, im just tired of not hearing anything positive from her. and when i dont hear them i feel very unmotivated to do any work. im just so fed up with dealing with ME and how pesimistic i am. allllllll i do is complain. i guess its cuz i came back from break pissed and sick. i know that i have the energy to do the kind of work that the teachers want us to do but i just cant find it sometimes. its just all i see is the negative.....lemmie get it out now
I MOTHERFUCKING HATE PAINTING CLASS.....MY TEACHER DOESNT CARE AND IS TOO INTO HERSELF TO EVEN SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT ME. SHES TOO BUSY PRAISING HER FAVOURITE STUDENTS........GODDAMNIT!!!!!!!
whatever.....i have drawing to do..........maybe ill use my blood instead of the graphite........
~.lic.~
I MOTHERFUCKING HATE PAINTING CLASS.....MY TEACHER DOESNT CARE AND IS TOO INTO HERSELF TO EVEN SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT ME. SHES TOO BUSY PRAISING HER FAVOURITE STUDENTS........GODDAMNIT!!!!!!!
whatever.....i have drawing to do..........maybe ill use my blood instead of the graphite........
~.lic.~