things are slow...but consequences arent
only 7 days left till i go back to GV...6, if yer not counting today....
im nervous about my math final..cuz the teacher gave us a 25 question review and said 'if yer fine with these, then youll pass the final..' oooooooook? how come i can see him slipping us some curve balls... >_>
i miss love, being held, my friends, gv campus, being free, being alone, calder, 3am with friends, my little alcoves in the art center, naps in the middle of the day, ffc, art classes, random movie gatherings, dressing up and not getting in trouble for it,.....being me...
its so close i can almost taste it....and it seems that every nite it takes another hour to fall asleep becuase im so excited about having an apt to myself
then again there are always those thoughts that encircle our minds that just fill us with so much hope and happiness that i cant even express it. i feel as tho i am higher than anything else in the world....ive waited so long for so many things to happen and once they finally do, thats when i really know that the wait was worthwhile...because just when i get that satisfaction that ive longed for since forever, its just incredible...i dont expect anyone else to understand but i at least know that some people can feel the same way...oh well...all i can say is that its the feeling that you get when someone says 'i love you' to you for the first time...
see you, space cowboy
im nervous about my math final..cuz the teacher gave us a 25 question review and said 'if yer fine with these, then youll pass the final..' oooooooook? how come i can see him slipping us some curve balls... >_>
i miss love, being held, my friends, gv campus, being free, being alone, calder, 3am with friends, my little alcoves in the art center, naps in the middle of the day, ffc, art classes, random movie gatherings, dressing up and not getting in trouble for it,.....being me...
its so close i can almost taste it....and it seems that every nite it takes another hour to fall asleep becuase im so excited about having an apt to myself
then again there are always those thoughts that encircle our minds that just fill us with so much hope and happiness that i cant even express it. i feel as tho i am higher than anything else in the world....ive waited so long for so many things to happen and once they finally do, thats when i really know that the wait was worthwhile...because just when i get that satisfaction that ive longed for since forever, its just incredible...i dont expect anyone else to understand but i at least know that some people can feel the same way...oh well...all i can say is that its the feeling that you get when someone says 'i love you' to you for the first time...
see you, space cowboy