Back in the thick of it.
The first thing I can say to anyone (aside from hey, 'how ye goin'?' lousy lingo) is that if you're ever mad at anyone and don't want to be. Talk to them. Tell them about it. I don't exactly know how but it just seems to make everything better, in some form or another.
Hands up; How many people remember how Steve gets when he's stressed?
(I should see a lot of hands out there)
How many people remember seeing Steve stress himself out about a girl?
(That should be all of you out there.)
How many people remember what Steve get's like when He's stressed out about a girl?
(I'm sure most of you know sadly.)
Here's the kicker: How many people have seen Steve THIS stressed out for above mentioned reasons before?
(Even if you haven't seen me lately, I can assure you none of you have seen me in the state I feel I've been in recently.)
Why is that? Because I always manage to freak myself out about things when what I really need to be doing is taking a good real look at a situation. I always become such a babbling mess when I'm thinking with my emotions instead of my good sense. You can't make someone feel something for you...no matter how hard you may try because you want it THAT badly. It is true what they say. If you Love someone let them go...
Even if you're scared they might not come back.
(I would like to say that being scared of something doesn't have to negate your beliefs, we can't help but be scared. Most people know what I believe, and my beliefs have carried me a long way out here. Just because I might be scared doesn't mean I don't have faith in certain very important beliefs.)
I've been acting in a way I can't describe. Give someone a centimetre, they take the kilometer, that sort of thing. You can only do so much before you're not living for yourself anymore. I guess that's been my problem. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, I've just been trying to rush the train. I guess there's only one person out there to whom this entry will really matter. I hope she understands.
I just hope people understand how I feel as well. I've never believed more strongly in anything than the way I believe in- In this, The way I feel about a certain someone. It's a feeling that goes beyond anything I have words for (and I'm a Gemini!) Usually it brings out the best in me, but sometimes it brings out the passion and the drive too strongly, Icarus and Daedalus and all that.
I just have to remember where I can fly with the wings I have, and hope that my dreams come true when I reach the shore. It won't do me any good to try and fly too high now.
Things take time. I am the most impatient person I know. But when it is worth it, (which I know this is) I can give it all the time in the world.
Maybe that's the real strength of...The way I feel about someone.
Hands up; How many people remember how Steve gets when he's stressed?
(I should see a lot of hands out there)
How many people remember seeing Steve stress himself out about a girl?
(That should be all of you out there.)
How many people remember what Steve get's like when He's stressed out about a girl?
(I'm sure most of you know sadly.)
Here's the kicker: How many people have seen Steve THIS stressed out for above mentioned reasons before?
(Even if you haven't seen me lately, I can assure you none of you have seen me in the state I feel I've been in recently.)
Why is that? Because I always manage to freak myself out about things when what I really need to be doing is taking a good real look at a situation. I always become such a babbling mess when I'm thinking with my emotions instead of my good sense. You can't make someone feel something for you...no matter how hard you may try because you want it THAT badly. It is true what they say. If you Love someone let them go...
Even if you're scared they might not come back.
(I would like to say that being scared of something doesn't have to negate your beliefs, we can't help but be scared. Most people know what I believe, and my beliefs have carried me a long way out here. Just because I might be scared doesn't mean I don't have faith in certain very important beliefs.)
I've been acting in a way I can't describe. Give someone a centimetre, they take the kilometer, that sort of thing. You can only do so much before you're not living for yourself anymore. I guess that's been my problem. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, I've just been trying to rush the train. I guess there's only one person out there to whom this entry will really matter. I hope she understands.
I just hope people understand how I feel as well. I've never believed more strongly in anything than the way I believe in- In this, The way I feel about a certain someone. It's a feeling that goes beyond anything I have words for (and I'm a Gemini!) Usually it brings out the best in me, but sometimes it brings out the passion and the drive too strongly, Icarus and Daedalus and all that.
I just have to remember where I can fly with the wings I have, and hope that my dreams come true when I reach the shore. It won't do me any good to try and fly too high now.
Things take time. I am the most impatient person I know. But when it is worth it, (which I know this is) I can give it all the time in the world.
Maybe that's the real strength of...The way I feel about someone.