depressed.....

[singleredroseox]

wow...today was one of the worst days of my life....First this morning i was really really sick and didnt know what was wrong so i didnt get to go to school,and for once i really wanted to cause i was goin to get to talk to my s.o.s which i really think i still love him and that sucks big time cause he has a girl friend and i think we'll never go back out..:( okay then after i started to feel better i helped my dad fix the race car that was about 2:30 or so....messed around eat dinner watched some tv with the mom and dad ....then Jynx got sick and my mother was yellin at me for it...so i got her and took her outside on the pouch where i sat there with her w/ my dad's sweat shirt and shorts with the wind blowing ,it being like really cold,so i sat here and started to think all about this crap thats happen in my life the mistakes i've made and all that good stuff and started to cry and i swear i cryed for two hours on the cold pouch with shorts on with the wind blowing untill my dad came out there to see if i was okay...and here we are....so yeah as you can tell i've had a real bad day and have no one to call and talk to...but hopefully tomorrow real be better, Tiffany is goin over and goin to Holiday w/ me and i see my friends that i havent seen in 4ever,ride around on the golf cart get in sum trouble and eat ice lol Chris,o yea i get to go by run 21 at the water marker and get some much need jeans lol....yea i was goin to the My Chemical Romance concert but the cuz canceled she wanted to go ride her bike with her husband blah blah blah so what ever ill just have a crapy friday and not go..yesterday was great tho whats up with that hum...yea liz came over here for like an hour rode the golf cart around here in the rain Mr.Jimmy got Stephen to come over here like for 2 mins befor he had to be back @ school to his 2nd foot ball practice thing WHOO WHEE and he gave us a ride back to Gardendale wow his truck smelt so flippin good uhh heaven went to her house for awhile went to get sum icecream and Whitney took me home... okay well i think iam goin to bed gooh put this day behind me....hope yall have a good weekend!!!
*Much Love*
Britney