And I speak to you in riddles....
Things as of late have been sort of blah ish. I have spent entirely too much money and now that I look back I dont have a fucking thing to show for it. I am nearly broke, in fact in order to not be overdrawn when my automatic draft comes out tonight for my YMCA membership I had to get up all of my loose change including robbing Sadie's piggy bank, and go to the Coin Star in Windixxie and get cash for my change. I came up with 15 bucks of change so that will give me enough in the bank to get by until I get paid. If I dont pay my car payment on time I will have enough to pay all my other bills, so I suppose my car payment will be about 10 days late this month. But we have to eat, and we have to have gas in the car, so I will just have to do it. I am so wanting to take a vacation but I am just too broke right now and my job just cant afford for me to be out right now. I asked my boss could I just cash in one of my vacation weeks for the check and he said sure, but Sam the dickhead new accountant said he had already submitted payroll and would have to "completely start over" to include my check in order to get it this friday. Well that's fine. I will get by, but he better not ask me for one fucking thing you hear me, one fucking thing. Payback is a bitch. All in all we are fine, money is tight, but I've been there before and I will get by. Hopefully soon I can get a vacation too. I have got to get my finances under control and get on a budjet and stick to it. I am making more now than I have ever made and it should well be enough for Sadie and I to live on. Not live high on, but to get by on. I guess I just am so used to struggling and doing without that when I finally do get a little jingle in my pocket I go and get all the shit I never could get when I was broke. How nice it must be to not have to worry about paying the basic necessity bills. Dont get me wrong, I do have dsl and cable, those are splurges and I opted to not pay them instead of letting my car payment be late but even if I DIDNT pay them I would still be 30 bucks short of making the car payment so I figured I will pay the others now and then send in my car payment next paycheck. I have never been late before, so hopefully it wont count too bad against me. Since we moved into the house I havent really cooked a meal at all. We mostly eat sandwhiches and hotpockets and hotdogs and shit like that. Easy, quick stuff. I think tonight I will cook a good meal and just have leftovers for a few days. I need to use my crock pot too. Oh well, I never have the urge to update at home, so I am updating from work and probably should get back to work instead of "pretending' to. LOL The boss is in Jamaica so I can actually goof off without worrying about being caught.