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Well this weekend was mad, mad I tell you! Sadie had a spend the night party and what in the hell possessed me to have 6, count em, SIX screaming girls all under age 5 in my home is beyond me! But I bet I never do it again. Gawd, I am exhausted. I think for the most party they had fun, at least I hope so. Totally bombed on my diet lately but tomorrow I am planning to jump back on the wagon full blast. I have to. Work is still pretty chaotic but hopefully this week I will get everything all done and the normal routine will return. I had some "friends" over tonight for a cook out. One of the girls calls up her old ex and apparently she has been seeing him for months now, keep in mind she has a boyfriend who lives with her. I just dont get why ppl think that it is okay to cheat. I just dont understand it and as a person who has been on the receiving end the whole thought makes me sick to my stomach. She even had her children there while she flirted with this man. She went from a normal gal who rarely cusses and never drinks to drinking it up and spouting more obsenities than I would and I curse like a sailor. I just didnt even recognize the person she has turned into. She has been hanging with this neighbor girl of hers who is wild and apparently she now thinks its okay to act the way she does. I dunno. Maybe I am just turning into an old woman or something. I mean I have little to no desire to get piss ass drunk, act wild, and foolish with my child around. I just dont know. I mean I am to the point where I lived the wild and crazy college days and now I am a parent and feel the need to be responsible. I mean, am I crazy for that? I have already done the club thing, the drug experimenting thing, the wild sex with anybody thing. Both of these girls had children really young and maybe just never got a chance to do all that. I mean, dont get me wrong, those were fun days back then. I can honestly say I didnt hold back and pretty much went all out and partied it up to the hilt, but now I need to be a grown up. Isnt that what is supposed to happen? Who knows. I guess I'll head off to bed and get some much needed rest. Hope everyone had a good weekend.