MICHAEL SPRAGUE

May 11, 2004 17:52


IVE FUCKIN HAD IT.. I STAYED AFTER TODAY WITH MICHAEL, MEGAN, AND NATHAN TO PRACTICE OUR ETUDES.. AND EVERYTIME I TRIED ACTING NORMAL WITH MICHAEL HE ACTED LIKE I WASNT EVEN FUCKING THERE.. IM NOT A FUCKING PART TIME FRIEND.. I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I CAN FUCKIN TRUST U NEMORE.. I DONT EVEN KNOW IF COOPER REALLY LIKES SOMEONE ELSE.. OR IF MY REASON I IGNORED HIM WAS REASONABLE.. I DONT KNOW IF UR MY FRIEND NEMORE.. OR IF U LOVE ME.. OR IF U EVEN GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME

ALL I KNOW IS THAT MY TRUST FOR U IS FUCKIN GONE.. IM SO TIRED OF U BEING AN ASSHOLE THEN BLAMING EVERYTHING ON ME.. ITS NOT ALWAYS ME GOD DAMNIT.. IM NOT THE ONLY FUCKIN SCREW UP

I TOLD U I WASNT RIDING HOME WITH U BECUZ U WERE BEING AN ASSHOLE.. BECUZ I DIDNT WANNA BE PART OF U.. BECUZ I DIDNT WANNA RUIN MEGAN AND UR "RELATIONSHIP".. AND IM SO FUCKIN SRY IM UR FRIEND... BUT ITS FUCKIN OK CUZ ILL QUIT BEING UR FUCKIN "PART TIME" FRIEND SINCE IT SEEMS LIKE U WANT IT SO FUCKIN BAD.. IM SO FUCKIN SRY I CARE ABOUT U AND I LOVE YOU A WHOLE HELL OF ALOT MORE THAN U THINK

but ill stop.. ill stop everything.. just pretend i wasnt a part of ur life.. pretend u never met me and im just some stranger.. cuz maybe i cant live without u.. but u can sure as hell live without me
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