i cant rely on myself
i havent updated about wuts going on with me for a REALLY long time.. so ill just give u the basics
friday~ UIL WAS TIGHT!!!!! WE GOT ONES ON SIGHT READING AND STAGE EVEN THO I SCREWED UP A FEW TIMES! *_* the only thing that sucked is that when i was getting a timpani out of the moving truck.. my finger got caught on this metal thingie and it went right into my finger.. so i started bleeding hahaha im a dumbass.. oh well..
during sight reading we had something called a half drag on our snare piece.. so michael and i were like.. OH SHIT WE'RE SCREWED cuz i learned how to do a half drag the night before and michael never really practiced.. it was hilarious
on the way home.. the boys bus was having a bachelor pArTy for nathan.. cuz him and i were supposedly getting married.. haha the thing is.. the stripper for the boys bus was CODY.. and i was like wtF yall r gay? (as in all the guys) so nathan was like.. HELL NO.. thats michaels stripper! hahaha
when i got home i left for the fca retreat.. it was awesome
saturday~ we had to get up REALLY early.. it kinda sucked ass cuz i got up around 6 am to take a friggin shower but oh well after that we exercised.. went to breakfast.. went to the chapel.. which was AWESOME.. cuz the music KICKED ASS! haha a while later we went to some retarded competition where i got sunburned.. T_T
soon we had free time and i just walked around randomly admiring the flowers.. and trees.. then i went to the concession stand.. and hung out.. haha im not THAT boring.. i just dont feel like explaining EVERYTHING
once free time was over we went to dinner and then the chapel.. the chapel was so different that night.. everyone was getting so into it.. getting in touch with their problems and god.. amazing.. truly amazing
jess.. jonna.. and i were all crying our eyes out.. lets just say the whole thing was VERY emotional haha
sunday~ i had to leave my huddle buddies so i could go back to houston! T_T i did get their sns and phone numbers tho! *_* so its all goooood
monday~ we got out new music for band.. the lion sleeps tonight.. the stupidest music i have EVER played in my whole ENTIRE life.. so while everyone was playing it nathan and i planned the percussion part for ive got a lovely bunch of coconuts.. haha it was the best
tuesday~ nothing i can remember hahaha
wednesday~ in p.e. michael kept calling me a fat slut.. so all the guys got pissed and they held him down so i could kick his in the balls.. but i didnt hahaha im an idiot.. i shouldve.. cuz he ALWAYS calls me that.. stupid fucking asshole
thursday~ pretty boring.. i watched some woman have a baby in science.. all the girls were like.. IM ADOPTING hahaha it was pretty funny
then i went to p.e.. and michael called me a fat slut again.. but i was just like.. its not my fault u cant fertilize.. haha inside joke from science
when i got home i fell asleep after talking on the phone to renato and christian.. theyre a great couple.. I MEAN FRIENDS haha yeaaa
i woke up around 7 and then went to private lessons.. i got to start and finish early! it was awesome except mr. kirkwood was pissing me off cuz i had to memorize wut a flam paradiddle or whatever was and all those shitty rudiments.. HE WOULDNT EVEN FUCKING HELP ME.. stupid asshole
after that i went to dinner with my family.. it was actually pretty entertaining haha
when we got home i talked to renato on the phone until my voice hurt alot.. so i went to bed T_T
friday~ i woke up around 7 am and i could barely talk.. so i got apple cider and went back to bed.. i woke up around 1130 am and then my voice was totally gone hahaha but its back now! W*_*T!
renato might come over today but im not sure.. i think this 4 day weekend is gonna suck alot of ass but whatever
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how do u think.. ive lost so much..
im so afraid.. im out of touch..
how do u expect.. i will know wut to do..
when all i know.. is wut u tell me to..
dont u (know)..
i cant tell u how to make it (go)..
no matter wut i do.. how hard i (try)..
i cant seem to convince myself (y)..
im stuck on the outside..
random lyrics.. woooooooot!
ima go!
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING RENATO!
*leaves!*
friday~ UIL WAS TIGHT!!!!! WE GOT ONES ON SIGHT READING AND STAGE EVEN THO I SCREWED UP A FEW TIMES! *_* the only thing that sucked is that when i was getting a timpani out of the moving truck.. my finger got caught on this metal thingie and it went right into my finger.. so i started bleeding hahaha im a dumbass.. oh well..
during sight reading we had something called a half drag on our snare piece.. so michael and i were like.. OH SHIT WE'RE SCREWED cuz i learned how to do a half drag the night before and michael never really practiced.. it was hilarious
on the way home.. the boys bus was having a bachelor pArTy for nathan.. cuz him and i were supposedly getting married.. haha the thing is.. the stripper for the boys bus was CODY.. and i was like wtF yall r gay? (as in all the guys) so nathan was like.. HELL NO.. thats michaels stripper! hahaha
when i got home i left for the fca retreat.. it was awesome
saturday~ we had to get up REALLY early.. it kinda sucked ass cuz i got up around 6 am to take a friggin shower but oh well after that we exercised.. went to breakfast.. went to the chapel.. which was AWESOME.. cuz the music KICKED ASS! haha a while later we went to some retarded competition where i got sunburned.. T_T
soon we had free time and i just walked around randomly admiring the flowers.. and trees.. then i went to the concession stand.. and hung out.. haha im not THAT boring.. i just dont feel like explaining EVERYTHING
once free time was over we went to dinner and then the chapel.. the chapel was so different that night.. everyone was getting so into it.. getting in touch with their problems and god.. amazing.. truly amazing
jess.. jonna.. and i were all crying our eyes out.. lets just say the whole thing was VERY emotional haha
sunday~ i had to leave my huddle buddies so i could go back to houston! T_T i did get their sns and phone numbers tho! *_* so its all goooood
monday~ we got out new music for band.. the lion sleeps tonight.. the stupidest music i have EVER played in my whole ENTIRE life.. so while everyone was playing it nathan and i planned the percussion part for ive got a lovely bunch of coconuts.. haha it was the best
tuesday~ nothing i can remember hahaha
wednesday~ in p.e. michael kept calling me a fat slut.. so all the guys got pissed and they held him down so i could kick his in the balls.. but i didnt hahaha im an idiot.. i shouldve.. cuz he ALWAYS calls me that.. stupid fucking asshole
thursday~ pretty boring.. i watched some woman have a baby in science.. all the girls were like.. IM ADOPTING hahaha it was pretty funny
then i went to p.e.. and michael called me a fat slut again.. but i was just like.. its not my fault u cant fertilize.. haha inside joke from science
when i got home i fell asleep after talking on the phone to renato and christian.. theyre a great couple.. I MEAN FRIENDS haha yeaaa
i woke up around 7 and then went to private lessons.. i got to start and finish early! it was awesome except mr. kirkwood was pissing me off cuz i had to memorize wut a flam paradiddle or whatever was and all those shitty rudiments.. HE WOULDNT EVEN FUCKING HELP ME.. stupid asshole
after that i went to dinner with my family.. it was actually pretty entertaining haha
when we got home i talked to renato on the phone until my voice hurt alot.. so i went to bed T_T
friday~ i woke up around 7 am and i could barely talk.. so i got apple cider and went back to bed.. i woke up around 1130 am and then my voice was totally gone hahaha but its back now! W*_*T!
renato might come over today but im not sure.. i think this 4 day weekend is gonna suck alot of ass but whatever
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
how do u think.. ive lost so much..
im so afraid.. im out of touch..
how do u expect.. i will know wut to do..
when all i know.. is wut u tell me to..
dont u (know)..
i cant tell u how to make it (go)..
no matter wut i do.. how hard i (try)..
i cant seem to convince myself (y)..
im stuck on the outside..
random lyrics.. woooooooot!
ima go!
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING RENATO!
*leaves!*