Go Give Your Brain A Bath, Go To Church, Start Listening, Get On The Right Path...
So, this is my first entry in almost a year I think. Well definitely a long time.
I've graduated high school, had one of the best summers of my life, and I'm now at the best college in the entire world? What could be missing?
wow. Graduation was crazy. So many memories. I remember when we were all waiting down this long hallway just hanging before we processed in. During that time I got to talk to someone who had been a huge part of my life for the past year. I won't use their name for privacy purposes. But all I can say is that it changed my direction a little bit. At the beginning of 2006 our friendship got destroyed and it ruined everything. We made up but nothing was ever the same. Then this particular day, we had the chance to talk for about two hours. We talked about everything that had happened to us over the past 5 months, and we both realized that we had become completely different people. All in all it made me realize everything I was going to be leaving behind.
It mad me happy, and sad as anything.
Summer was amazing. I spent everyday with my friends. I couldn't of asked for more.
The thing is I spent so much time this summer keeping certain thoughts in the back of my mind that I made so everything come crashing down at once at the end. I've just left my family, my friends, and Mike. Everything is changing.
I love college, it's the best thing that's ever happened to me besides the God-given gift of life. I just feel I've left so much behind. I'm probably the only college student you know saying that too. craaazzzy. I love being away form home. But things are just missing.
We finally are going to put our house up for sale. We've been talking about it for two years but now it's finally happening. I don't know what to think about it. I've gotten to the point where I've reached acceptance, but there's still that tiny pang of something feeling that just won't go away. It's the culmination of all the years of my life, all the happy memories, sad memories, and all the ones I want to remember, but at the same time the ones I want to forget.
It's just the realization that my family will never be the same. It's crazy to think we are all on our own now. My dad at his house, my mom at hers, and me at my brother off at different colleges. But I guess it's an adventure.
Now I'm at school. Southern Catholic College in Dawsonville, GA.
wow, its Heaven on earth. seriously. I couldn't ask for a better roomie, and I've mad some awesome friends. Rachel and I are cooler than all the other kids here, cause we are unique roomie's who are actually loving eachother. we also have an awesome friend named Kevin, who jsut about the coolest. and there are so many more people. I'm loving the whole independence thing.
LOVE
KAREN
I've graduated high school, had one of the best summers of my life, and I'm now at the best college in the entire world? What could be missing?
wow. Graduation was crazy. So many memories. I remember when we were all waiting down this long hallway just hanging before we processed in. During that time I got to talk to someone who had been a huge part of my life for the past year. I won't use their name for privacy purposes. But all I can say is that it changed my direction a little bit. At the beginning of 2006 our friendship got destroyed and it ruined everything. We made up but nothing was ever the same. Then this particular day, we had the chance to talk for about two hours. We talked about everything that had happened to us over the past 5 months, and we both realized that we had become completely different people. All in all it made me realize everything I was going to be leaving behind.
It mad me happy, and sad as anything.
Summer was amazing. I spent everyday with my friends. I couldn't of asked for more.
The thing is I spent so much time this summer keeping certain thoughts in the back of my mind that I made so everything come crashing down at once at the end. I've just left my family, my friends, and Mike. Everything is changing.
I love college, it's the best thing that's ever happened to me besides the God-given gift of life. I just feel I've left so much behind. I'm probably the only college student you know saying that too. craaazzzy. I love being away form home. But things are just missing.
We finally are going to put our house up for sale. We've been talking about it for two years but now it's finally happening. I don't know what to think about it. I've gotten to the point where I've reached acceptance, but there's still that tiny pang of something feeling that just won't go away. It's the culmination of all the years of my life, all the happy memories, sad memories, and all the ones I want to remember, but at the same time the ones I want to forget.
It's just the realization that my family will never be the same. It's crazy to think we are all on our own now. My dad at his house, my mom at hers, and me at my brother off at different colleges. But I guess it's an adventure.
Now I'm at school. Southern Catholic College in Dawsonville, GA.
wow, its Heaven on earth. seriously. I couldn't ask for a better roomie, and I've mad some awesome friends. Rachel and I are cooler than all the other kids here, cause we are unique roomie's who are actually loving eachother. we also have an awesome friend named Kevin, who jsut about the coolest. and there are so many more people. I'm loving the whole independence thing.
LOVE
KAREN