Going...Going... wow their ALL gone...
Everyone is leaving. First it was Megan, Sarah, Gerry and that whole group. I loved them so much, god dammit they were on my freeking invatations. They basicly black-listed me and dont even like me because of who my best friend is. I guess I know why they were my friends to begin with... because they were friends with Cassie, and I was along for the ride. Then my Rico left, one of the people who just loved me because he did. Not because I was someones friend, but because he gave me a chance, and liked what he saw. God I miss him. I havent talked to Derrick in about a week and a half, I cant believe how childish that situation is... honestly. Then Cassies cat Nikki had to be put down, I know that its not my cat but I always wanted a cat and that cat was kind of like my own. I hated it, I loved it, I cared about it. And now its gone. Holy Crap Im a baby. Then Megan moved out. Im such a freek for it, but I love my sister so much. I dont like living with out her, I dont like not having a go to gal at home... I want my seester! Then my bestest friend moved out, my other sister is not just next door any more, shes off having an adventure. And, God, am I jellious. And I know that I shouldnt feel this way, but I feel like Ive lost Cassies family too... I call them my Aunt and Uncle, and now I feel like I have no real logical reason to go over there.And to top it off I want out of this house so bad now, I thought it would be cool to save my money... but now its like 'whats the point?'. Im the last one here, all on my own. Im not very good with being alone. Why does everyone that I love have to leave me now? I dont know if I can do this...