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oh a happy note, i would like to wish a bunch of people happy birthday! pete, dereck...etc.
also, happy 3 year anniversary to stroup and meg! it kinda made my day when stroup texts me saying "3 years ago today you were singing at my wedding." :::::::::sigh::::memories of high school::::
on a more negative note...
i am so sick of this effed up world where people think it's somehow okay to cheat. why is being faithful so hard for some people but so easy for others? i want to believe that love exists, that i will find someone with whom i can truly be happy, and that my friends will also find someone that they can trust. but the fact of the matter is that divorce happens in like 1 out of 2 marriages...what kind of odds is that?
and maybe mexico wasn't great for my feelings about that. i mean, people there cheat. period. and it's accepted for the men. say you're a mexican chick with a mexican boyfriend. he goes out and meets some girl he thinks is cute, she's flirting with him...he'll lie to her to make himself look good, and deny that he has a girlfriend, because they are so into making a good impression. and they won't let a chance slip away. if they think they can get some from this girl, it's carpe diem seize the day or whatever. so now coming back to the states, i feel like it still doesn't matter if someone has a girlfriend, because the odds of them being faithful are slim. and as much as i'd like to disprove this theory, the proof remains more clear than ever. cheaters don't change.
i just want to believe in love again. but i'm not looking for anything serious for myself. i just want my friends to be able to trust their boyfriends. i want to be able to trust my future husband....
also, happy 3 year anniversary to stroup and meg! it kinda made my day when stroup texts me saying "3 years ago today you were singing at my wedding." :::::::::sigh::::memories of high school::::
on a more negative note...
i am so sick of this effed up world where people think it's somehow okay to cheat. why is being faithful so hard for some people but so easy for others? i want to believe that love exists, that i will find someone with whom i can truly be happy, and that my friends will also find someone that they can trust. but the fact of the matter is that divorce happens in like 1 out of 2 marriages...what kind of odds is that?
and maybe mexico wasn't great for my feelings about that. i mean, people there cheat. period. and it's accepted for the men. say you're a mexican chick with a mexican boyfriend. he goes out and meets some girl he thinks is cute, she's flirting with him...he'll lie to her to make himself look good, and deny that he has a girlfriend, because they are so into making a good impression. and they won't let a chance slip away. if they think they can get some from this girl, it's carpe diem seize the day or whatever. so now coming back to the states, i feel like it still doesn't matter if someone has a girlfriend, because the odds of them being faithful are slim. and as much as i'd like to disprove this theory, the proof remains more clear than ever. cheaters don't change.
i just want to believe in love again. but i'm not looking for anything serious for myself. i just want my friends to be able to trust their boyfriends. i want to be able to trust my future husband....