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Our babies were initiated on Monday night/Tuesday morning between 3 and 7 am!!!!!
WOO HOO FOR SLEEP DEPRIVATION!!!
LOVE them. LOVE LOVE LOVE.
AANNNDD I'm definitely going to Mexico for the spring semester starting Jan 3rd ish....til June 15th ish.....yaayy for becoming fluent in spanish!
and mike and i will not be together until I return from mexico. i pray that things will work out and that he will still love me when i return, because i will still love him and it was never my intention to end things permanently. if we don't get back together, i guess i'll know it wasn't meant to be. but i feel so sure of him. this break has taught me a lot about my feelings for him, and it's come down to the fact that i just want to be with him and no one else. i love him more than words can say...i just want us to be happy. and we will be. i want to have his children. no joke. and i'll live wherever he wants to live. i'll deal with his long hours of not being around during residency and his first years of practice. i'll deal with only seeing him at night when he comes in exhausted from work. I'll rub his back and his hands and tell him that he's amazing and that i will love him forever. i want to give him beautiful babies and raise them together...and i want to fight over dumb things like where to hang the pictures and how long to cook the chicken. i want to grow old with him and curl up next to him in bed each night and wake up next to him each morning. i want us....and i've never had such a desire in my life.
sure, we've had our problems. but what couple doesn't? after fighting we're always closer than ever, and with the shit we've gotten through, i know we're right.
and you are all invited to the wedding.
WOO HOO FOR SLEEP DEPRIVATION!!!
LOVE them. LOVE LOVE LOVE.
AANNNDD I'm definitely going to Mexico for the spring semester starting Jan 3rd ish....til June 15th ish.....yaayy for becoming fluent in spanish!
and mike and i will not be together until I return from mexico. i pray that things will work out and that he will still love me when i return, because i will still love him and it was never my intention to end things permanently. if we don't get back together, i guess i'll know it wasn't meant to be. but i feel so sure of him. this break has taught me a lot about my feelings for him, and it's come down to the fact that i just want to be with him and no one else. i love him more than words can say...i just want us to be happy. and we will be. i want to have his children. no joke. and i'll live wherever he wants to live. i'll deal with his long hours of not being around during residency and his first years of practice. i'll deal with only seeing him at night when he comes in exhausted from work. I'll rub his back and his hands and tell him that he's amazing and that i will love him forever. i want to give him beautiful babies and raise them together...and i want to fight over dumb things like where to hang the pictures and how long to cook the chicken. i want to grow old with him and curl up next to him in bed each night and wake up next to him each morning. i want us....and i've never had such a desire in my life.
sure, we've had our problems. but what couple doesn't? after fighting we're always closer than ever, and with the shit we've gotten through, i know we're right.
and you are all invited to the wedding.