This is Love To Me
I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been writing as much as usual lately. Probably because I've been distracted. Oh well. Not complaining. Things have been going well lately. Well, that means the good stuff outweighs the bad stuff so much that I don't notice the bad stuff. Let's see.
Here are the good things:
Josh
PB&J
Pumpkin
Country music
Funny faces
Eating lunch
Taking nice long naps
Staying up late talking to people
Update: SARAH!!!!!
The bad things?
Sweeny rehearsals
Homework
Going to school
Being sleepy
Leaving
College and whatever
It being so cold outside
Sweeny Todd is going to be over Saturday - and I have mixed feelings. I love being in a show. I love working on something. I am in Women's for All State (grr!!) which sucks because I hate the Women's chorus a lot. The music is always way too easy, and girls are annoying. This is why I date men. Anyways. Last year, I was in West Side long enough to have fun and stuff, but now I am not in the show at ALL. I mean, I am happy I don't have to do all the rehearsals (like really happy!) but I love dancing and I love singing and I guess I like acting too. I saw their dance rehearsal after school and I got pretty sad. I want to dance!!! I can sing whenever I want, but I don't take a dance class nor do I have moeny to shell out to someone to teach me. :(
It's not like I don't have better things to do, but it's just sad.
I guess I will have to hang out with Josh extra because of it.
Oh darn!
K I am sleepy. And I have plans in the AM.
Goodnight.
"
If you said goodbye to me tonight
There would still be music left to write
What else could I do, I'm so inspired by you
That hasn't happened for the longest time
Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on
That's when you found me, when you put your arms around me
I haven't been there for the longest time
Oh, Oh, Oh
For the longest time
Oh, Oh, Oh
For the longest time
I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall
And the greatest miracle of all
Is how I need you, and how you needed me too
That hasn't happened in the longest time
Maybe this won't last very long
But you feel so right
And I could be wrong
Maybe I've gone this far
And it's more than I'd hoped for
Who knows how much further we'll go on
Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone
I'll take my chances, I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time
I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself, hold on to your heart
Now I know the maaan that you are
It's wonderful so far
And you're more than I'd hoped for
I don't care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad, I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time
"