Aug 23, 2004 20:12
how would you understand
that this is so confusing - this state i am in.
how would you begin to feel, once you had me?
this is not deliruim no, and this is not intoxication this is
habitual reality taking over my minds sleep.
mmmaking my
heart beat and miss seconds at a time
i can taste you in my mouth
and
all over
the sheets
i have goosebumps from memorizing yr voice now
from singing so high.
today you cannot speak.
today
i exposed my chest and watched you cut right down the middle to look at my heart.
my strings have been reattached and my
eyes have seen better days.
but this my dear. is a censored image of what love should be.
and tomorrow will i love you any less for what you've seen?
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