Jul 06, 2004 16:49
yeah i know how this is.
how in every breathing moment you feel the same desirable absence.
you are this two-sided person.
the person people love to hate
the charmer and the anti-social
we make a good pair.
even steps away i can hear you sleep.
your voice has transpired through the tiny particles that float continuously in every room, in every mistake
this is the heated debate where i turn to face the wall.
when an inch of smoke comes between the very distance that has seperated my mind from my fist
i can't contradict my decisions for this excuse of a strong word.
no more titles no more sweet sorrows.
this could be the last stop on every train that moves within yr heart that beats into mine
until it beats so fast it's out of sync
yr rhythm is gone.
There is only one pattern of musical movement through time
it's makes up two
is denotes a memory only seen by them.
make this hand stop bleeding so i can actually move you away.
move me away/
move away this pain that has nestled itself into my skin.
hand me sharp objects now please so i can peel away anything that has recently died.
but this isn't sad, no need to grieve or argue but just keeplaughing so as to remember to breathe
i've been for too long this person
i need to step out of myself and into character.
one of you is sleeping so peacefully dreaming that she's right next to you, and the other one of you i saw him get up and pass out of sight to cause mayhem to force you to regret tomorrow morning everything you did
it's okay i can know you the best.
i can understand this chemical inbalance that occurred the very day you were born.
one day they will all discover this...
one day everything we said will make sense.
all i'm saying is i love you.
but i won't say it.
just a mindless ramble...it continues.
maybe i am this total asshole, flake, dismisser...whatever they all want to call me.
i want to fix me, fix this issue?