how do you define strange?
Strange:
1. Not previously known; unfamiliar.
a. Out of the ordinary; unusual or striking.
b. Differing from the normal.
4. Reserved in manner; distant.
Not comfortable or at ease; constrained
This is how I must explain my day today.
First, I woke up at 1303(1:03pm, when I need to leave my house @ 1320ish in order to be to work by 1400.
I came into an office of my boss and GM crying. My GM's Grandma died, and they were stressed out trying to get her brother a release from the military in Haiti to go to the funeral. So I had to figure out what was up with my shift all on my own, and if you knew what I did then...well, you'd understand my frustration.
Everything was fine, until the sun went down.
Then, I don't know. It was strange. Strange day, strange night. Strange feeling in the air.
I yelled at Paige, because out of everyone on this whol fucking planet she knows how to get to me. I feel bad now, and will probably go home tonight and write her a letter stating my apologies.
God, and I just want some Betty. Bad.
ergh...I need to shake this feeling, it's not good.
Yeah, so the incident with Paige- I was @ work, and she knows that if I do not answer my cell phone it's because I'm extremely busy, and yet she called me at work during alot, ALOT of drama. Supposably, I had an additude - which maybe I did, but she called me on it/
and i just couldn't deal with what SHE NEEDED @ THAT EXACT MOMENT>
so then she hung up on me. Which is by far one of the biggest pet peeves i have, along with people saying my name wrong, i will not go into that.. ahhhh...so yeah.
I couldn't go outside and scream because I was at work, so i have all this frustration that needs to go.
I want to go out tonight.
mmm...
bleh. I don't know. I'm about to ramble so I should stop, before I make a total ass of myself.
::sigh::
what to do...
so strange.
this is me in a circle consumed
by all other existence.
contemplating this and that
underneath blankets of security that
seem to sufocate me.
for a moment when I was stopped in traffic on my way to work
I saw all these Sparrows just feeding in the grass..
I wish I could fly.
just be this little bird..
yeah. the moon is in Sagittarius and mars is in retrogade.
which denotes war,aggression, and the like.
there is some major conflict going on.
I feel as if I am one magnet and there other one is somewhere...who knows..and we're still trying, but nothings meshing.
my wrist hurts
yeah. I need to stop.
now.
end.
please. pop this bubble
I am trapped in.
1. Not previously known; unfamiliar.
a. Out of the ordinary; unusual or striking.
b. Differing from the normal.
4. Reserved in manner; distant.
Not comfortable or at ease; constrained
This is how I must explain my day today.
First, I woke up at 1303(1:03pm, when I need to leave my house @ 1320ish in order to be to work by 1400.
I came into an office of my boss and GM crying. My GM's Grandma died, and they were stressed out trying to get her brother a release from the military in Haiti to go to the funeral. So I had to figure out what was up with my shift all on my own, and if you knew what I did then...well, you'd understand my frustration.
Everything was fine, until the sun went down.
Then, I don't know. It was strange. Strange day, strange night. Strange feeling in the air.
I yelled at Paige, because out of everyone on this whol fucking planet she knows how to get to me. I feel bad now, and will probably go home tonight and write her a letter stating my apologies.
God, and I just want some Betty. Bad.
ergh...I need to shake this feeling, it's not good.
Yeah, so the incident with Paige- I was @ work, and she knows that if I do not answer my cell phone it's because I'm extremely busy, and yet she called me at work during alot, ALOT of drama. Supposably, I had an additude - which maybe I did, but she called me on it/
and i just couldn't deal with what SHE NEEDED @ THAT EXACT MOMENT>
so then she hung up on me. Which is by far one of the biggest pet peeves i have, along with people saying my name wrong, i will not go into that.. ahhhh...so yeah.
I couldn't go outside and scream because I was at work, so i have all this frustration that needs to go.
I want to go out tonight.
mmm...
bleh. I don't know. I'm about to ramble so I should stop, before I make a total ass of myself.
::sigh::
what to do...
so strange.
this is me in a circle consumed
by all other existence.
contemplating this and that
underneath blankets of security that
seem to sufocate me.
for a moment when I was stopped in traffic on my way to work
I saw all these Sparrows just feeding in the grass..
I wish I could fly.
just be this little bird..
yeah. the moon is in Sagittarius and mars is in retrogade.
which denotes war,aggression, and the like.
there is some major conflict going on.
I feel as if I am one magnet and there other one is somewhere...who knows..and we're still trying, but nothings meshing.
my wrist hurts
yeah. I need to stop.
now.
end.
please. pop this bubble
I am trapped in.