give me a whole fuckin' pack. i'm chainsmoking right now....
I am @ a weak moment.
too much has gone on in the past two days.
Can I get answers? why are those so hard to come by?
i don't want to explain. it just is.
Nothing ever works out the way we think or atleast "plan" them to. plans change.
according to everyone, I am an asshole, a player, supposably an "ex crackhead". What more evidence is there?? It's not black and white, or gray. it just is.
I need to understand what's going on
I have to much on my plate and in my head that I cannot think straight when I even look in the mirror, let alone look at someone. else.
Sorry is such a horrible word to "some" but I use it.
i can't be anything more to anyone than what I am.
bleh. my apologies
it rained for like 5 seconds this afternoon.
what kind of a tease is that?
i need to find the time. i don't have much of it anymore.
i'm done with entries fr awhile..
take care all/
too much has gone on in the past two days.
Can I get answers? why are those so hard to come by?
i don't want to explain. it just is.
Nothing ever works out the way we think or atleast "plan" them to. plans change.
according to everyone, I am an asshole, a player, supposably an "ex crackhead". What more evidence is there?? It's not black and white, or gray. it just is.
I need to understand what's going on
I have to much on my plate and in my head that I cannot think straight when I even look in the mirror, let alone look at someone. else.
Sorry is such a horrible word to "some" but I use it.
i can't be anything more to anyone than what I am.
bleh. my apologies
it rained for like 5 seconds this afternoon.
what kind of a tease is that?
i need to find the time. i don't have much of it anymore.
i'm done with entries fr awhile..
take care all/