Injection of God's joy
I feel like I need God to pull out the big booster needle and give me a shot of joy, because I hate feeling so down, but it's like I can't pull myself out of it. This is just so frustrating. I have tried spending time with him, and I feel joyous while i'm there and then it's like satan has attacks on overtime. I think I'm just physically and emotionally worn out. I went to my mother in laws house yesterday which made a nice break, but we are back home, the house is a complete disaster zone, because unlike me I have been really struggling to keep up with housework. It has been raining pretty much full time here which is great i love the rain but the problem is our backyard is now a swamp and the boys are home for school holidays, so they trapse mud in the house continuously not to mention what the dogs do. So i just feel like I"m all round not coping. All I can say is praise God school goes back on Monday, Shannon get's his plaster off on Monday and then goes back on Friday, David will be home for the whole weekend so I plan to get stuck into the housework tomorrow, with his help lol, and hopefully we will get a house soon and we can move and that stress isn't hanging over my head. And the best thing about the boys going back to school on Monday is that I don't have to put up with anymore sooking and fighting. I'm so sick of fighting. I can't cope with it anymore. I'm about to explode. We haven't been able to go out anywhere because of Shannon having plaster on his leg, so we all have cabin fever and are hating even looking at the inside of the house, and to boot just to top off my whinge session, I can't get hold of any bloomin' boxes so we are trying to move without packing boxes, yeah thats going to work. Frustration plus I tell you!
Ok I've whinged enough and am probably boring you all to death. Love ya's.
Ok I've whinged enough and am probably boring you all to death. Love ya's.